Sunday, December 11, 2011

A New Turn In My Journey

Well, it's the end of the semester. I know that I haven't written since September, but so much has happened since then. My journey has taken a whole new turn that a few months ago, I did not see coming. For so long, I've been waiting, and I'm still waiting, but not for the same thing. I've been waiting so long for my Prince to come. But in October, I realized that my wait was over. Because he finally found me. For years, I have wondered where he was, and if he would ever find me. Well, now he has. And I've found him. And the funny thing is, he's been around since I started writing this blog in the first place. He's sat beside me in Music Theory 1 and 2, he's been near me in Fall Chorale, I'm in two bands with him, I've been in Music History with him, I went to banquet with him, and I'm in Spring Chorale with him. He has become my best friend, and now we have started to go on a journey together, one that is meant to last a lifetime. The beginning of this journey will have rough patches, but I am convinced that he is who I will spend the rest of my life with. I wouldn't be dating him if I didn't think that one day, I'm going to marry him. I've thought about the whole idea of dating, and my conclusion is that dating is supposed to be the first step towards marriage. And on October 30th, we started that journey. Over a year ago, I made a list of characteristics that have to be in the man that I marry one day, characteristics that are necessary to be a good and godly husband, and he had met those characteristics. As I have spent time with him, I have really gotten to see his heart in important areas of life, and let me tell you, he has such a beautiful heart. He has a deep passion for things that I have a passion for, the biggest things being a deep desire to know God more, and a passion for music. He treats me so well. He is such a gentleman. When I am with him, I really do feel like a lady that is worth being treated as well as he treats me. He shows me his love for me in even the tiniest of ways. I really do love him, more than words can describe. That's the hardest part, I think. I can't fully tell him how much I love him because there are no words that can do it justice. But then again, he tells me the same thing. But we both know that we love each other deeply. So, what does this mean for this blog. This doesn't mean that it will end. I won't be writing quite as much (even though I haven't been writing a whole lot lately anyway), but I will try to update it every now and again to tell you about our lovely journey. Adam, if you get around to reading this, I love you so much, sweetheart, and I'm so happy to be on this journey with you. <3



(Note: If you, my lovely readers, could be keeping me in your prayers, that would be much appreciated. I would've written more in this, but I didn't because I had to write this whole blog out with one hand because I have most likely sprained my right wrist, which makes certain things really difficult for me, especially for my conducting class. Thanks for the prayers!)

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